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“Brain Fever” is a Lovibond May Rowanwood song from the Rowanwood music catalogue, exploring themes of guilt, inner torment, and the fear of unworthiness in love, carried by a rhythmic, Spanish-influenced arrangement and a haunting, emotionally charged vocal.
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Lyrics
In unexpected moments
Sometimes times inopportune
I stop, I freeze
Falling into the abyss
A recollection of things
Of things I’ve done
Can’t move, can’t breathe
I shrink into myself
I’m unworthy of you
Is this repentance?
Can’t run, can’t hide
Can’t turn my mind aside
Night terrors of the soul
All the thoughts that ever kept me sleepless in early morning hours
Burn to bear
Tear at my flesh
From the inside
From the inside
How can I say I’m sorry?
Well. . .about everything
Everything from the beginning
Of my life
In these moments
I fear you feel
You wasted your life with me
If only you knew how I love you
Wholly, eternally
How can I
Ever be worthy of you?
You are my salvation
Free me from this prison
This icing of the soul
This glimpse of Hell besetting me
This “is” not be me
Please, let this not be me
Night terrors of the soul
All the thoughts that ever kept me sleepless in early morning hours
Burn to bear
Tear at my flesh
From the inside
From the inside
Stay with me
Please don’t go
I love you with all my being
I need you from my depths
Please don’t go
Oh no, please, don’t go
Oh, oh, don’t go
Explore more Lovibond songs in the Rowanwood music catalogue.